Tonight I went out with a boy and we drove around and talked. There were little awkward gaps, as we are still getting to know each other. But it made me realise something, I've always chosen people who speak over the top of me. People who are so busy sharing their voice that mine is silenced. I thought that I was always just such a quiet person but now, I think it's because it's so much easier to not have a voice than it is to have one. I guess it's because I've felt so numb lately, that I don't know what I feel/think towards things. I know how to empathise and agree. But to actually have a voice, I don't know. I prefer the silence.
Please listen if you have the time :)