"I wanna cry and I wanna love,
but all my tears have been used up,
on another love, another love,
all my tears have been used up,"
I'm really starting to develop a wonderful knack for being attracted to taken guys. I told Ear this little fact and she thinks it's a subconscious effort not to get in a relationship, as that would mean being vulnerable and that would be too scary.
I think she's right.
I hate showing emotions, especially love. I don't know why that is though, I never used to be this way. It all changed when Ernie came into my life.
I envy Perfect and Moon Child for their ability to love so openly and fully. To be romantic without fear.
Maybe one day I'll get there.
All my love xx