"I wanna cry and I wanna love,
but all my tears have been used up,
on another love, another love,
all my tears have been used up,"
I'm really starting to develop a wonderful knack for being attracted to taken guys. I told Ear this little fact and she thinks it's a subconscious effort not to get in a relationship, as that would mean being vulnerable and that would be too scary.
I think she's right.
I hate showing emotions, especially love. I don't know why that is though, I never used to be this way. It all changed when Ernie came into my life.
I envy Perfect and Moon Child for their ability to love so openly and fully. To be romantic without fear.
Maybe one day I'll get there.
All my love xx
I am the same way, darlin'.
ReplyDeleteBut we are made to love and be loved, so just work on it.
we can't all be perfect.
xx
I totally understand what you mean. I fall in love with people all the time, strangers and friends alike. It is heartbreaking sometimes isn't it? But I guess that is why I like it, in a way.
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